I haven't ever felt this way about anyone and yea that is a little unnerving in by itself but then add the not texting for several days and not seeing him that often and you cant help but wonder A few of my friends have flat out stopped talking to me because of him. This sub is a great place to do that. She's most likely secretly playing out fantasies of converting you, marrying you in a Mormon temple, and having a very Mormon life, OP. Mormonism is not meant to be a casual part of a Mormon's life but it is meant to be the center. As far as as race and the priesthood, Mormons still believe the priesthood ban was divinely inspired.
If he's too tired from work to go to a party that we both wanted to go to, then I'm cool with staying in since I just enjoy his company and am happy to finally be seeing him. I feel like the person who is giving our relationship strength, and the one who will keep our family going in the right direction in the future, as well. With me it's less about taking my time and more about the mental drain.